IS CoMmiTinG SuiCiDe D OnY OpTioN?!??

You need to seek professional help right now. Suicide is a permant solution to a temporary problem. You will get over him and you will move on it just takes time. I know you are overwhelmed with pain right now you have to deal with it and move through it. Go to your pastor or counsler at school and get them to help you seek professional help. You are worth it something even if you dont have him in your life.